Time flies when you are not paying attention.
Yet time seems to longer than it really is.
A lot has happened since my last entry.
I saw the Passion and my vision of God was completely rocked. I am totally unworthy.
I have been rebuilding friendships and slowly regaining trust from those I failed.
I went back to Harambee and saw how fast my kids are growing up. They are beautiful and I miss having them apart of my journey.
I have released old loves and pain.
My heart is full of joy.
And finally, I am learning what it means to love again. And that's beautiful but dangerous.

A good friend told me this past week to follow Proverbs and "Above all else, Guard your Heart."
I haven't been able to do so thus far and had always been confused about that.
Then, Sunday I was surprised with Phillipians 4.
It says that prayer and supplication and praising God bring the peace of God.
The peace of God will (not might) GUARD YOUR HEART!

I am full
full to the brim
and satisified
with joy
and laughter
in a way
I have never experienced
because of you
you bring me beauty
and make me know
that all things are possible
and worth the risk

(to j.m.d.)

guard your heart... guard your heart... guard your heart... guard your heart