I just got done watching Chasing Amy. Great movie... some weird stuff but it is Kevin Smith after all. I have to just say that this is something apart of our culture that can be used for God. There is just an aspect human brokenness that is portrayed that you don't get through most movies. There is a sense of regret and loss. It is not for the Christian bubble types so if you check it outBe AWARE. I hope to have some quotes and written word about it soon.

GREAT NEWS.... I finally gave in to God. I said no more me. Only you. Its such a release. I feel like God can do anything through me. I am started to get over my past and look dead on into the future.

Side note:
I have not been able to get Josh out of my system for several months. It has almost like being on detox or rehab. Well, now I am finally able to write it all out and not be bitter. Praise Jesus.

Here's the outcome of some of this:


Do you remember that summer
in the middle of July
your voice on the other end
softly reaching out to me
the beginning of something new
the beginning of our story

That fall we fell
into the music
into the friendship
that grew too fast
than we could have perceived
the beginning of something soft
the beginning of a new chapter

oh love
will you remember
what we had spoken
oh love
or will you remember
only what's broken
oh love
will you remember
the moments that swept
oh love
or will you look back
and see only regret

Do you remember that summer
in the middle of that heat
when I wore your shade of blue
and passion painted our hearts
the beginning of something deep
the beginning of the never ending

oh love
will you remember
what we had spoken
oh love
or will you remember
only what's broken
oh love
will you remember
the moments that swept
oh love
or will you look back
and see only regret

.......

the end to still be written
let me know what your think

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