i am so tired i could cry
and i would cry
if i wasn't too tired
how i long to be awake enough to feel anything



Ok... If that doesn't give you a jist of how I am doing than nothing does.

here are the lyrics to my new favorite cover

*josh ... if you read this... this one's for you*

"The First Cut Is The Deepest"

i would have given you all of my heart
but there's someone who's torn it apart
and he's taken just all that i have
but if you want i'll try to love again
baby, i'll try to love again, but i know...

the first cut is the deepest
baby i know
the first cut is the deepest
but when it comes to bein' lucky, he's cursed
when it comes to lovin' me, he's worse...

i still want you by my side
just to help me dry the tears that i've cried
and i'm sure gonna give you a try
if you want i'll try to love again, (try)
baby, i'll try to love again, but i know...

chorus

i still want you by my side
just to help me dry the tears that i've cried
but i'm sure gonna give you a try
cuz if you want i'll try to love again
(try to love again, try to love again)
baby, i'll try to love again but i know, OOHHH....

chorus